RantAll.IWant. Fenn

2011-02-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

what's my plannings? i thought office admin jobs are my cup of tea. But after a year of training & actually 2 weeks of office telemarketer till now, i cant really take it like anymore. its like i need to stare on the pc for almost the whole 8hrs when working. which is one of the thing i dont really like. Normally when i does online for personal needs , i usually used it for like 2-3 hrs only. secondly i felt stressed to get back to work on monday when i think of, oh no! i need to wake up early in the morning again for 5days. that lead me to sleepless night every sunday, and when i finally falls asleep for like couple of hours the alarm went ringing ! sleeping is very important to me!!! Money is much more important tho! So ended up i still need to continue my life's this way.

I know in these world, not all the people's out there can really follow what they want & what they like to work with. Unless they're rich people. Or they 're lucky enough to get a chance to.
Or they're those who really work very hard to get what they want ? yes, everyone should work hard & play hard. Some hobbies & interest, try fulfilling .. you never try, you'll never know what's the outcome isn't?

2010-12-26T21:32:00.005+08:00

Merry Christmas !

the DIY candies Christmas Tree from love!

Oreo truffles, made by myself ~ Easy yet still kinda clumsy.

Diy card for love ~

2010-12-13T15:51:00.004+08:00

FUN,LOVING SATURDAY EVENING @

Universal Studio, Hollywood After Hour.

With an awesome ending of the fireworks right infront of our eyes, we rush back to vivo for movie !!! & NARNIA, WAS GREAT GREAT GREAT ~

2010-12-04T16:15:00.002+08:00

its a saturday afternoon !
doing some revision and waiting for eng to get back from outfield, i wonder what time will it be. AND i do miss him more now, It's kinda different even tho some of the friday he doesn't get to book out too. but then... it was when i still got to hear his voice during the weekdays every night before he got to bed. but when it comes to this field camp. no phone allow. OK, i understand :) just got to wait.

So in love with Rapunzel Tangled this movie, after we watched it last weekend in 3D. now im busy searching for the soundtrack. and i got it ~

By Mandy Moore

when will my life begin
i see the light

Craving for some ....
Bakerzin Macarons !

2010-12-03T18:07:00.004+08:00

It was our last day in school, yesterday. so next week will be our final exam.
After emily left this course, the four of us have me sticking together as a group & I WILL MISS THE FISH SLICE BEE HOON near bishan bus interchange . & The 3 of them :)

2010-11-29T14:24:00.002+08:00

It's nearing three months, and eng's is going through his fieldcamp this week for 5days. So it's impossible that we will be talking on phone at night like usual days. hopefully no much insects going near him as he got rashes easily, everything will be alright for him this week yay!
hopefully he received my love,encouring letter ♥

2010-11-15T10:53:00.002+08:00

I'm still here.
hopefully i got the time to blog again .

If life is meaningless, you wouldnt be here !
make a different ~

2010-10-06T12:23:00.003+08:00

♥ I'm back to blog & it's october ♥

it seem like im really updating my blog only once a month, actually everything still seem to be the same and doing fine too. October, it's October. 3 more months to the finished of these office course and hopefully i managed to pass my exams in order to have my cert.

it's been 2 weeks since eng's got into the ns, time actually fly when you don't really think about it or sad about it anymore. the first week when he got enlisted, at that moment i dont really feel alright at all. And all i do was tears & tears & tears. after a week , finally i felt better. he told me is not really that tough, just followed what he suppose to do. 2 weeks past & i got to see him , oh goodness. he was really "chao da" .

2010-09-01T14:57:00.002+08:00

It's September !

what's going on in september ?
ahzai engeng going over the next steps of his life, serving the "nation strong and free".
a little sad cus he couldnt celebrate this year birthday with me. but at least 2 years later he's able to celebrate my 21st with me right :) Always Trying To Be Positive :)

ME.

gonna complete my traineeship this year or early Jan nxt year.
waiting, looking forward for eng's book out days.
further studies, or find a job first.
make some savings !

actually .. alot of photo's to post it up. but it seems like my photobucket is creating problem for me. and who else more is still looking thru myblog ne? outdated !

2010-08-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

You thought is nice hur?

Disappointing, ain't nice at all. Bugis junction Let's Sweet Japanese Buffet. the variety of the food is way too less than i expected. Fondue with only ; Apple,Pineapple,Marsh Mellow ?!!?

2010-08-18T15:36:00.002+08:00

im like not really into blogging anymore, no time, no effort and of cause too lazy sometimes.
much thots running thru my mind now, life's.. so much things to think about.

words are too easy to be said, when it's difficult to be really done.
when could i really fulfilled my interest ? really need to go thru alot of hardship i guess.

.
from born is a must to drink milk to be able to grown..
from kids is a must to study and get a cert for future ...
from adult is a must to work and with a stable enough income in order to survive well....
and then find a truely loves partner and get married...

life's jus full of things to go thru :) no matter how hard it is..
enjoy with any outcome. dont blame your life even it is really hard or even f your own life, so not meaningful to live if is like this..

One more thots before i got to end my post, to continue my work.
why people just cant behave friendly and treated same-ly at the same time.
gossipers in office are really hard to avoid . HAHA,

2010-08-08T21:38:00.002+08:00

Lovely Macarons !

Am so In love with those colourful cute macarons .

Does Anyone knows how to bake them, Online receipes seems difficult.

I wana bake them ~

2010-08-05T16:57:00.000+08:00

we are one year old together :)

poolgrill restuarant at marriott .

Dinner by the pool.

So much thanks for your loves. let's continue the way we're and walk more and more years down .... 1 More Months, you are going to serve the nation. i know days will be different from now, and i dont know how will it be. I WILL just wait for you. Your every book out days :) With Loves

2010-07-25T17:09:00.002+08:00

i spend my weekends at home the whole day till i had dinner with eng at night. actually i like to stay at home too, and to be sure that i got enough rest am to be ready for the weekdays.. if not, mc(s) & unpaid leave(s) ..... you know you know.

i finally succeed with the chocolate i bake for eng. the last time i bake , the chocolate doesn't seems to be harden even i did put in the fridge for hours. the one i bake yestaday.. can hardly bite, goodluck dear ;p

august is just around the corner, before your ns.
weeekdays dinner. saturday , par- tor day okay :) Love.

2010-07-22T22:52:00.002+08:00

this was suppose to be updated on saturday but im always busy lazy. Alright a day out with eng. we catch despicable me ! it's cute and funney :) after movie, dinner at pariss marina sq .

the buffet cost bout 40 over plus per person, seafood totally my love lor !

The Oyster is too rawwwww for me!! Tho i really love oyster but okay i ate 1 only :(

The cold flower crab is nice, not really dont have meat .. still ok :)

After dinner we walk over to marina bay sand , really a distance manzxz !

2more weeks it's our 1y . HAO HAO Oooh !

2010-07-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

LOVES 11th.

thought i love roses.

but to me your love, concern is the only i will love most.

loves is to be yourself. and we had been really ourself. im like a sicko, cus i think im been too over myself that i actually burpp into your mouth . which i thinks that i'll never did it again , tho you love it. ha.

posted on July 7th !

2010-06-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

i was just thinking about it yesterday or this afternoon, I Knew It would be Sudden.
September somemore .

Dear er.I will miss you,
dont worry i'll be fine.

Trying so hard to get rid of my tears.

2010-05-31T23:36:00.002+08:00

Just came back from genting few days on sunday. wasn't that fun anymore, too small to even have fun other then the theme park but this time round i never even go. too lucky that the red came genting with me which makes me unwell. Had been singing for 2days at there, my singing was slack enough .. too sleepy to sing overnight k. But still i love singing :) kbox $8nett for members, what keeps me waiting??! im going to go at least once a week before the promotion ends at mid-oct. wahaa.

i would loves to pulled your shirt.your hand. always. whenever we walked .
you know i love you ever ever ever. 10th.

2010-05-23T17:34:00.003+08:00

The overdue birdpark photos .

i had a bad dream this morning.

i cried , so im awake from tears. really bad one . luckily is just a dream...

i swear i hate it. tenth, coming :)

yesterday was sis 21st, eng was invited. he helped out quite alot too with me. i threw him alone quite a few times, i dont know what im busy of tho. felt bad. yay dear, thanks for the helped out. im real damn tired yesterday and you too. u're definitely loved by me and my family . not to worry.

2010-05-15T13:37:00.000+08:00

LovelyDovely. to jurong birdpark .

Luckily the weather was not as what i thought it would be, tho umbrella , caps and shade was dump into my bag. Before this trip, at the age of 7 or 8 was my last visit there. and i cant remember if there's any changes. took lotsa pics , other than this few taken thru my I. the others is with d. I Like That Cam.!

BabyShower's.

Right after this went over to d. da jie house , baby shower.
Newly born baby , awww so tiny cute.

Pics. Birdpark.

2010-05-03T23:22:00.002+08:00

I'm up on here again, trying to keep it alive.
May is here, and is our 9thlove.

i always believes it's all about fate.
four years ago, we met . and only last august we stepped into each other life . as i said, i'm glad it's you. ilovesyou because is you.

patience
trust
love

remember is us, that makes us different from .... remember is me. remember is you.

Im so gonna make my hair done, my eyesight is getting worst

without any specs and lenses. alot of things to be done . i need more time than money...

IN ORDER TO SLEEP MORE . and SEE My Loves one more .

2010-05-01T17:39:00.007+08:00

Another Day @ Jumbo with eng.

Wednesday. waterfront outlet a nice place for dinning too.
Since i got the 50% discount for the crab this month, why not? And i think eating crab is more finger licking good than kentucky fried chicken.

Green Island , a great drink indeed. recommended dish. Crispy baby squids.

THIS ! AWESOME !

We had the black pepper & the new flavour, creamy butter. which taste extremely yummy! with the taste of butter, cheesy is equally awesome. So i recommend creamy butter than black pepper. and next visit, chilli crab if possible .

2010-04-18T11:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday 19th old Emily !

Surprise !

She's Happy Now , i suppose. despite waiting for her boyfriend so long (:

but it was all meant for surprise (:

2010-04-10T22:24:00.006+08:00

DINNER WITH ENGENG @ JUMBO !

Dinner yesterday at eastcoast jumbo seafood for our dinner.

okay, our first time eating jumbo.

overall the dishes was nice.

The best 2 dishes we ordered.

Golden Salted Egg Prawn.

Donut with seafood paste.

the dipping with the sauce was nice!

i was awake by my own tears in the middle of the night and i thought what. i open my eye and it's blurr and painful and RED. i thought i was going to be blind. i hope not.

went fairprice and got our picnic stuffs for tomorrow, ha im excited.

现在我有了幸福有人照顾应该知足 :)

2010-04-08T21:35:00.006+08:00

Skipped today lesson, seriously sucks going to that school. tomorrow back to office, yes i rather go to office then going to school. Im happy with my life's now, but still im really tired :) / :(

the card I've specially made for luv.

thks dear. lovely one.

JJLin. 背对背Photoshooot .

2010-04-04T17:53:00.002+08:00

3 days of resting day is just nice then 2 days of weekends
, at least i dont feel so tiring. Tomorrow, back to office again and alot of things to be done.

Sudden thots, i hasnt been really a sweet girlfriend. i wish i was one.

每天都要有期待，那生活才会过的更精彩。
期待着明天期待着每一天的到来。
我们期待着将到来的。。未来.

因为有你才会精彩。

2010-04-01T11:00:00.000+08:00

suddenly have the urge to blog. to rant and to reduce some stress of work in office now and maybe my sleepiness. i still wish i could sleep till the sun is totally risen up high high into the sky. yaya, but i couldn't ever since this brand new year started from jan, but lucky there's still weekend. So far, working still fine.. at first i thought transferring to accounting from hr was something bad for me cause maths really sucks for me and i sucks for maths. After being transferred over for months, slowly i learned what really accounting department is handling with. As for every thursday i need to report to school, as usual im always late for that every thursday ! It's really tiring, 8am in the morning . And i really hate going back to school environment, the peoples there the teachers there. But not my secondary school, cus sec school days are really a fun one for everyone i suppose. And now, i think i've already left school for 2years and had used to working life. So going back to school was really a very sickening day for me.

There's still alot of things i wanted to do, to learn , to get back to. But first of all, save money and not with a miserable bank balance. i'm waiting for the coming of may.

Time past greatfully, with eng and it's nearly to our eighth ♥ we had knew each other for nearly 4years thru out , but only been just together last august. Moments with him was really a fun and happy one. we simply love to laughs at each other :p

Singing tonight ♥

2010-03-30T22:55:00.001+08:00

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